Sept. 29th

Okay, who's ready to hear more? This one is going to be kind of detailed, so if you dont want specifics, stop reading now lol.

I have been asked to share a few of my experiences, so here they are. First off, know that I am married, although unhappily, and working towards divorce.

My husband's cousin lives with us on and off, and has done so for the past....ten years, until about a year ago. well I have always had feelings for his cousin, not that he knows that. the cousin and i are best friends and have been for 14 years. a few years back, I got brave enough to let him know how i felt, to a point...and while my husband was upstairs asleep, his cousin and I were downstairs having sex on my couch. you might think I was drunk or something, but no, and as far as I know, I am not able to get drunk. I just really needed the closeness of sex and to let him know how i felt about him.

Next experience: I realized about 7 years ago that I am bisexual. Now I've only been with a couple of women, but thats mostly just because I have always had an easier time talking to and being friends with guys I was asked if I was on top or bottom more....I would have to say its about even I suppose. Why do I like women? Honestly, I think its more to the fact that I like being licked...and have found very few men willing to do so. I also like being able to bring pleasure to people, men and women alike.

I love sex, the closeness, the awareness of giving someone the ultimate possible pleasure that another person can give. I am not into anal, but that I believe is only because the two people I have tried it with were very....uncaring for lack of a better word, and so it was painful.

Someone asked me why I like oral more than actual intercourse...its not that I like it better, it is more to the fact that because of being molested as a child, certain nerves were damaged and so I am only able to have an orgasm a couple different ways in general. If I am being eaten out or if someone is sucking and licking my nipples while fingering my pussy. There are only a couple of men who have been able to bring me to orgasm through vaginal intercourse, but I like the act nonetheless!

If you are reading this and find you have any questions or such, feel free to leave a comment!!

I will be back tomorrow!