Sorry for the lag in posts. I am sure I will be in trouble for this. It's just been a very trying last week. I've been sad for a number of reasons, but starting to do better now so I am back.
I was supposed to go to my first BDSM party last Saturday but it didnt work out. I am kind of nervous of what that will be like, but excited too, as I am with most new things. The thrill of trying something new, which can also be scary, but the person who will be taking me helps with that. I always feel safe with him. I know he would never let anyone hurt me.
I recently started trying light bondage with another friend of mine, and have found it to be interesting, not that I will let just anyone do that, for me it takes an extraordinary amount of trust. You see, when I was 18 I was engaged to this guy who used to do bondage, but he was also very abusive, so for a long time, I equated one with the other. I am slowly learning that is not always the case.
Ok, thats all for now. More to come!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment