Okay, I guess today I will tell you about other guys. I was asked to talk about how it feels letting guys I don't know have sex with me for money....the thing is, thats not entirely how it is. I mean, I don't just up and meet a guy and have sex with him the same day. I spend weeks if not months talking to them first.
It actually ends up being more of a friend helping a friend out type situation, but in any case, I do enjoy it. I get to feel like I am the most important thing in someone's world, even if it is only for an hour or so, plus I get help with buying food for my children or paying a bill or such.
My "husband" could care less about me, shows no affection, not even hugs, and I need that terribly, so my friends help out alot. I need the closeness that I am deprived of from my children's dad.
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