Monday, September 28, 2009

Sept. 28th 2009

ok, I am back again....so you are here because you want to know more about why I am the way I am....to be honest, I am still learning that myself, so here we go, on an adventure together, sound good? lets go!!!!

I have always had abandonment issues, that I believe come from knowing I was a ward of the state. Because of that, I have had this NEED to please people, sometimes to my detriment. When I was little, I trusted my older "brother" while he would watch me when our "parents" worked. At some point, he started molesting me. Now I don't remember him doing so, but he told me he did, when he was asking for my forgiveness when I was older.

I have always loved sex, and have been told I'm good at it, by both men and women, though I've only been with 2 women. Having found something that I can do that no one has ever complained about with me, I now revel in it. Any time I come across someone who wants to be with me, I am thrilled at the thought of being able to please another person. When someone feels they should offer me something in return, who am I to say no?

ok, signing off for now, more soon!

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