Why did I become what I am? Do what I choose to do? I would have to say that the main reason is lack of love at home....not from when I was growing up mind you, but after I was married. Constant belittlement when you already have very low self esteem pretty much kills any esteem you might have left. At first, I was just helping a friend to start being an escort, but then the guys she would meet through my website or through me wanted me more than her. That kind of attention felt so good, I decided to try escorting too. I mean, I like sex, and being the only person on a guys mind even just for an hour is great, and the money was an added bonus. Now I am trying to be a sub to someone that I have known for a few years. Why did I choose to become a sub? I think its because I want to know I'm cared for and being taken care of on that level, and also from a need to be accepted, and knowing that by doing so, I am making someone happy and proud of me.
That's all for now, more to come later.
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